oh bullocks.

i want to quit life. wouldn't it just be so gloriously easy if that was the case? but no. life is not so. i must move forward, with ever acknowledgment of what i know to be true inside. and it sucks. but it's life. it keeps happening whether i can stay caught up with it or not. and that's the hard part.

each part of the road is different. some parts are smooth, worry free, and wonderful. other parts are a giant fight to keep the momentum going. sometimes it's totally ok to sit down.

wish it was ok for me to sit down. but this is not the time. it's the time to keep moving forward, digging deeper than i'd like. ugh.

so i shall look at this picture, and dream of the smooth sailing days that i know are to come....i hope. i believe. i dream.
ok. so i pute two pics up, because im slightly obsessed with both of them.

**picture compliments of christina lutze and her ridiculously amazing skills.**